A group came from the Middle East to spend a few days in
Medjugorje, wanting to make a holy pilgrimage. Among them was Souha, a married
woman whose husband is a doctor. She came without him because he was working.
Souha had
a secret that left her without peace. Soon after her arrival, she went to see a
priest from her group and confided to him that she had an abortion. The child
that she was expecting was diagnosed with Down’s syndrome, and she and her
husband did not want him. They decided together to have him removed from the
womb and had an abortion performed. Her heart was still restless however and
Souha asked the priest, “It’s not a sin, is it?” The priest answered, “But yes,
my daughter, it is a sin! A grave sin! You must go to confession!”
Souha was
not convinced and she shut herself within her denial. Yet she asked the Blessed
Mother for a sign to know whether she should confess this act.
In the
evening, at the apparition of the Gospa on the hill with Ivan, Souha was with
her group. As soon as the Blessed Mother arrived, Souha unexpectedly bent over
with her nose on the ground. She remained like this for a while and when she
came back up after the apparition, her friends saw her crying. She told them,
“Please call a priest, I must go to confession right away!”
I do not
know what happened to her during the apparition, her friends respected her
secret, but Our Mother acted.In tears,
Souha made the most beautiful confession of her life. Yes, she touched the
horror of sin and it made her cry. She accepted God’s mercy towards her. Her
inner peace was at last restored. Now she is free! What a contrast on her face!
What light! She witnesses to her friends that she feels a deep joy, as never
before in her life.
In Medjugorje,
some pilgrims groups have a fine tradition. The guide suggests that each
pilgrim receives the responsibility of praying for a particular person of the
group during the whole pilgrimage. Thus the first or second night, each one
must draw from a little basket the name of another pilgrim. That evening, out
of the 150 people in the group, who received the name of Souha and the call to
pray for her? A young woman with Down’s syndrome!
That same
night, Souha’s husband called, and after hearing his wife’s story, tells her,
“You know, I am calling you because I find it strange that you are over there
praying to God, while I am here performing abortions. It is not right!
Today, I have decided not to that anymore.” He also was crying over the phone.
The whole day, he had the feeling that something was happening to his wife and
he was ready to take this giant step professionally. Souha could not believe
her ears.
This
happened last August. Now Souha, her husband and their children are living
differently, they put God in the first place. They practice the sacraments and
go to Mass almost everyday. They give testimonies. After this memorable
pilgrimage, they were wondering how to make reparation for such a past when
they suddenly received a call from an orphanage needing help. Sisters were
asking them to care for an orphaned child. They saw this as the answer from
God, they were grateful to Him and decided to do everything in their power for
the child.
And what
has become of the aborted baby? In Medjugorje, Mary says of these unborn
children, “They are with me”. This child is certainly praying for his parents
and for all his little companions who, today, are programmed never to see the
sun.
I am
asking myself the question: did the baby really have Down’s syndrome? For I see
more and more examples of wrong diagnostics: many mothers decide to keep their
child whatever the handicap, and often, the child is born perfectly normal.
Bizarre! To be meditated!
But
God is wonderful! For this family, He changed evil into good. Now hundreds of
children (perhaps even thousands) will never be aborted by this doctor who now
fights for life.
“Dear
children, tonight I invite you to pray in a special way for the unborn
children. Pray especially for the mothers who kill their children. Dear
children, I am sad because so many children are killed. Pray that there are no
more such mothers in the world.” (To the Medj. Prayer group, 3 03 90)